/no, dont do it for me anymore

have been trying to get started on the logbook since 4.45.
tsk. it really silly lah. but ive done half of it nonetheless(:
this holidays, well, was okay i guess. and i can conclude that i'd rather have a whole list of homework than like just what, 3 or 4 pieces? but at least ive accomplished some stuff. though not alot, it's still better than nothing right ?
anyway i think my pathetic life will become an even more pathetic one. but whatever.
ive decided to stop focusing on the wrong stuff and am determined to get those grades up even if it means leading a boring life. well, maybe and. im not going to be who i dont want to be. so i shall stop wasting my time from now on. And. im gonna show them i want it just as badly as They want it. cause apparently i dont think anybody thinks i do, and theyre doubting if i can. so yeah, i going to prove myself ;D

ps/ okay, this post sounds weird. cause im bored and therefore crappy.
but theyre real, and i mean it

; Re-write The Past

5:15 pm